Well this summer has had it's ups and downs. I've been able to enjoy lots of relaxing time with family & friends, time working on my hobbies, and enjoying work, but there is still something missing. In the back of my mind-even though I swore off being in "baby mode"- I cannot stop praying, hoping, and wishing my dreams will come true again. It was hard having a mc and not having really anyone to talk to about it or understand my pain.
I didn't even get AF last month so I thought I was pregnant, but continue to test negative on FRERs so instead of wasting all my money I am just waiting for real this time until my missed AF. It's funny how almost every month I thought I had symptoms but looking back when it was real it hit me. The hot flashes, "mood change" (Sorry Baby) , nausea, food aversions, and of course the throwing up.
One super early sign I remember having was a sore throat and stuffy nose. I am right now stuffed up and had a sore throat that lasted 2 days. I pray we caught the lil egg this month. The way I'm feeling really gives me hope. Fingers crossed, I will be testing the first week in Aug...prolly Thurs or Fri. BabyDust please work.
